Leaving the cycle behind

Leaving The Cycle Behind

It's not your voice screaming at me that you have so easily used to hurt me with, It's the meaning behind them that withered my heart away and forced me to live in your cycle you have so lovingly created to hold me in. You took what wasn't yours and destroyed it, leaving me in the cold without having any doubts in your mind. Carelessly I hold on tightly to your lies and secrets....you couldn't have more. You made your empty promises, those you couldn't keep. I listened to your invalid excuses, falling into your cycle again just like before. Lost in the confusion, I've lost all belief. Even though your lack of repentance was something I couldn't ignore, I got caught up in your twisted expectations, you assumed that it was okay to slave me into giving you more. So now, no is my only option to give you for an answer. I can't ever give into your selfish ways anymore now that I realize I could never give you enough. I repeated myself over and over again, knowing that my words will never matter to you. I'm no longer afraid of this loss, so now who's caught up in your cycle?