Last breath

Shallow breathing
The air gets colder and colder
Almost too hard to bare
Lockdown and trapped
By deaths fatal stare
I grasp a hold of false hope
Filling empty space with doubt
Wounds sink in
Time elapsed
Bleeding out
Pain still attached
Dismembered and severed
What was left of this heart
Has now collapsed

Empty

These thoughts on lockdown
You dig this grave
Deeper and deeper
Trapped in this silent phase

This becomes my everlasting tragedy
One day you will see the blood spilled

bleed the pain you gave me
Your selfish ways will lead you to be empty again

You killed this heart
Nothing left to heal

Severed

More than uncertain
Yet I'm sure It's my fault...
Filled with hurt
and overflowing with doubt
I hold too much inside
Might as well be more than unsure
I've considered reasons
but they're making me insecure
I wanted your understanding
But it only brought me tears
Why must this pain...
Sever what wasn't lost
just an empty home to invade
to dwell inside of this broken heart

Your mindless games

Who is killing who? This time it's not you. You won't bring me down, You won't put my heart to the test and play games at blind. If u can't see what u have now... why should I waste my time. When you sober up... I won't be around..."us" will never be two parts as one. We are done... nothing can be found.

Tombstone

Change...
Who are you?
The residue from your lies
Leak from the black holes that fill your heart

Pull !!!
take !!!
steal !!!
Just take what you can.
with no understanding...

Fumes...
The flame that keeps you burning
lie after lie
you have built my ever after
you have built my tombstone

Pull !!!

take !!!

steal !!!

Just take what you can.

with no understanding...

Escape....

build up false love...

Pretend you're ok 

break down....

Try to escape! 

Pull !!!

take !!!

steal !!!

Just take what you can.

with no understanding...

Just Take It.

Reaching

A part of me Is detached from you
Dismembered,
I feel the coldness you left to devour me
Far away, your heart from mine

Away...
Please take it away....
The suffering ...
The hurt and pain

Broken soul of mine
Sings a song in disguise
How much more can you take from me?
How can u still mean everything to me?

Away...
Please take it away....
The suffering...
The hurt and pain

I've given you this heart
In return for false hope
So easy for you to tear it apart
Yet, I'm still reaching for your touch

Away...
Please take it away....
The suffering ...
The hurt and pain.... THE HURT AND PAIN

Reassurance

Reassurance...
I wish you would give
To let me know I'm not wasting my time
And just coping here
Too much time thinking
So many thoughts driving me insane
If you knew this by now
Would you care?
Would you still be careless?
Would you still think the same?

From Flame To Fire

Thriving in your sea of shame
You've ignited this fire
that you cannot contain
waiting...
contemplating...
hoping....
anticipating...
that someday you will feel my pain
Skin off of my bones
between us,
severing us,
from all your lies unknown
eyes bleed
mind sleeps
awake in the fire
caught in the flames,
this is the night
in which we drown

Ashes Collide

Something so wrong,
Maybe this should've happened all along.
Frozen walls separating us,
Only your breath carries me to where I belong.
The beat of our faults burn to ashes inside,
Together our regrets collide.

Time wasted

When I've tried so hard... more and more lies are fed and my heart has been deceived.  Now it all makes sense, you've caused this corrosion.  Everyday is different with you...how could I have not known? I don't know what to believe or how to feel, you never realized that my pain is real. I've wasted all this time trying to heal our wounds...just so you could walk away thinking you're right, then take everything that holds me together...far away from me.